Week 5

Well its bad news...I gained weight this past week.  The doctor put me on pain pills last week and it seemed to take a while for them to work, so this week when I take them I can tell a difference, and by that I am hoping to be able to walk at least on the treadmill for a few minutes each day.  I would walk outside but I don't want to get to far and not be able to make it back.  So I am going to try 10-15 min each day on the treadmill.  That is my goal for this week.  Also last week I had trouble tracking food, its a habit that I need to get into again.  But I will do it, and I will succeed.  The doctor doesn't think its arthritis anymore because all of the other pills that I have been on should have helped with the pain.  He mentioned on the phone that its probably a chronic pain problem such as Fibromyalgia.  I have not been officially diagnosed with it yet as I don't see him until August, but I am glad that at least the pain pills are helping.  Mornings are difficult and nights are difficult, so I am going to try walking in the afternoon and see how it goes.  I don't expect to loose every week, but it is a bummer when I gain weight.  I just have to remember that even if I gain weight not to stop.

Week 1           -1.4lbs
Week 2           -2.0lbs
Week 3           -3.4lbs
Week 4           -1.6lbs
Week 5           +1.4lbs
     
Total             8.4lbs 7.0lbs

Week 4

This week was a little more difficult because of some things that were said to me, it got me down a little.  I am not going to let that person influence what I know I can do.  Its still a struggle everyday because of the pain that I am in and none of the medications that the doctor has prescribed has helped me.  I would love to have some relief from the pain that I am feeling.  I would love to be able to go out and walk and not have to worry if I am going to make it back to the house or not.  I do have a treadmill but something about walking outside during the summer just encourages me, instead of being stuck inside.  Its just frustrating when you want to do something but you can't   Its hard when there is no answers to why I am in pain.  I can't complain to much because I still did lose weight, but I know eventually it will stop and then I will have to figure something out.  I am going to be putting in a phone call to the doctor today to tell him that the fourth medication is not working and see where we go from there.  I get so frustrated because I want to do things but my body just wont allow it.  By the end of the day I am so exhausted that I can barely keep my eyes open.    Anyways, I just pray that the pain will be taken away and I can function again.

Week 1           -1.4lbs
Week 2           -2.0lbs
Week 3           -3.4lbs
Week 4           -1.6lbs

Total                  8.4lbs!!!

It is something to celebrate losing that much in 4 weeks, I am proud of myself for that.

Week 3

When I started WW I didn't think I was going to like the new plan, but so far I love it.  I think by loving it, it has helped me out so far with continuing to lose weight.  It also helps out that I have a lot of people coming up to me and telling me what a great job I am doing and just supporting me through this.  Without support I don't think anyone can do it on their own. I know if I didn't have people that I had to to text and let them know how much I have lost, then I probably wouldn't push myself to do it.  I am not saying that I wouldn't still do it, but it would be more difficult to do it alone.

Well...I lost again, and this time I made it to my first 5lb star!

Week 1                 -1.4lbs
Week 2                 -2.0lbs
Week 3                 -3.4lbs

Total lost.....6.8lbs!!!

It feels good to lose the weight, its like shedding what I have been through in the last year and half.  I know there will be days that suck, but I just have to remind myself that I can do it.

Week 2

I had an awesome weekend, it was my 29th birthday and we had just a small group of family members over to celebrate.  I was not able to work out this past week, my body just does not want to cooperate with me.  I think this week though I might just try and push myself to work out even if my body says no.  I wont over do it though.  If I can try and walk a mile a day or every other day then maybe my joints might start to feel better.  I did lose weight this week, but I know without working out it will eventually stop.  The doctor is trying everything to figure out why my body is hurting.  This is the third set of pills I am on to see if that will help my joints.  He thinks I have some type of arthritis but doesn't know what yet.  One we can rule out is rheumatoid at least.    Its hard to tell if is the joints that are hurting or if it is the tendons and ligaments around them that are hurting.  I pray that we can figure it out so that way I wont get discourage.

Last weeks total                  1.4lbs
Week 2                             -2.0lbs
Total                                   3.4lbs

Thanks for all the encouragement that everyone is giving me. Its easier knowing that I have support.